Theres Nothing Easy About This by brandnewyou, literature
Literature
Theres Nothing Easy About This
I'm walking around with a thousand ideas of how to forget you
Four bottles, six pills, and one razor sharp knife
All sit by me and threaten my life
I almost called you last night to tell you of all my pain
Then I realized that my weakness would only give you strength
When moving on shifts into reverse
I guess I have nothing better to do than go along
And experience this same sad song
One last time, I hope to never cry for you again
Wasted tears and wasted breath are the only things I can give you now
The funny thing is I'm not even sad that you are gone
I'm just upset that I haven't moved on…
I am torturing myself with thoughts of you
And her in your arms
One by one tears fall
Like soldiers off to fight
The battle that will save their life
I am letting the worst get the best of me
Slowly the fear has turned into reality
With one phone call to prove
You were my nightmare all along